"Uhh, not really," Namur ran a hand over the back of his head. "Jus' r'member feelin' like a dumbass most a the time when I was a smolt. Deep shit was goin' on all 'round me an' I was stuck in the middle half the time an' didn't even realize 'til it was gettin' in my gills, y' know? Thought it was jus' me for a long time, but I realized later it's jus' somethin' y' go through. Some hit it earlier'n others, some get stuck in it longer, but eventually y' figure yerself out."