She took a deep breath and began. When she spoke it was slowly and clearly so that she could think of each word, and so that he may hear her without trouble.
"You know how long it has been since I came here, and in that time a lot has happened." She paused and shook her head. "Even before coming here a lot had happened. I don't know when Time Compression took you the first time, but if it has already happened for you then I'm sure you will know what I mean." After all, it's not as if Equius had much in his future. Or had, perhaps now this second chance of him will give him many, many more sweeps of life. She certainly hopes so.
"I guess you can say that a lot of these...events have changed how I think about things a lot. I don't think I'm the same person, though at times I really wish I were, but I can't go back to the same way I was living before, or thinking." Be is about her goaless, lackadaisical life, how much she had denied the truth of the words Equius had always said to her about troll society and the hemospectrum, or how she had regarded not only Equius, but so many of the people she had considered her friends, too much had changed for her to be able to go back to the way things use to be.
Again she was quiet for a couple second. Already she felt she had gone about this the wrong way. She wasn't entirely certain what she was trying to get at, or if that had been the right way to start things off but she rolled with it.
"I guess what I'm trying to say, is that along with all that my feelings for a lot of people have changed--including you. Equius you. You're still someone I love, but I don't think I can honestly say it's in the romantic sense, anymore."
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"You know how long it has been since I came here, and in that time a lot has happened." She paused and shook her head. "Even before coming here a lot had happened. I don't know when Time Compression took you the first time, but if it has already happened for you then I'm sure you will know what I mean." After all, it's not as if Equius had much in his future. Or had, perhaps now this second chance of him will give him many, many more sweeps of life. She certainly hopes so.
"I guess you can say that a lot of these...events have changed how I think about things a lot. I don't think I'm the same person, though at times I really wish I were, but I can't go back to the same way I was living before, or thinking." Be is about her goaless, lackadaisical life, how much she had denied the truth of the words Equius had always said to her about troll society and the hemospectrum, or how she had regarded not only Equius, but so many of the people she had considered her friends, too much had changed for her to be able to go back to the way things use to be.
Again she was quiet for a couple second. Already she felt she had gone about this the wrong way. She wasn't entirely certain what she was trying to get at, or if that had been the right way to start things off but she rolled with it.
"I guess what I'm trying to say, is that along with all that my feelings for a lot of people have changed--including you. Equius you. You're still someone I love, but I don't think I can honestly say it's in the romantic sense, anymore."